The holidays just whizzed past in a blur! While I had sooooooo many plans for what I would do in the break that I was taking, I did none of it! Well.. It’s good in a way because a break is meant for doing nothing and taking it easy.
I had some great time, meeting up my closest friend from school every week. We made it a thing to meet one day in every week and chatter away to our hearts content. How good we feel in the company of certain people, don’t we? Where we can be totally ourselves, without the inhibitions of what to tell or what not to tell. All the sitting at home and eating made be gain some weight, which brought forth some lovely compliments.
Now since four days I am at my new workplace. With the office being twice as far away as my old office and thanks to The Bengaluru Traffic, more than four hours of my day is spent travelling. It being just the beginning, I am not feeling very tired. Managing this when the work also gets hectic is going to be a challenge.
While I was having a tough time at the new place with there being no one I know and no access to internet, making-do with my 2G connection on the phone, I was told I will have to face a client interview to get into the project. Another interview after giving so many outside. 😦 To top it, I have been told it’s gonna be a tough one and it is very critical that I clear it as otherwise my getting into projects will get screwed up! 😦 So much pressure in just four days!!
Now it really is in my hand to make it or break it! Truly speaking, my confidence hasn’t been very great in recent past. I have a feeling that my memory is not as good as it used to be, I am very absent-minded. I also remember myself being a pretty confident girl back then. Now I get very scared easily and scared so much that it sort of cripples me and I draw a blank in the critical situations like an interview. I want to break this jinx and get back to being my old self, dealing stuff with the confidence. Pray for me to be able to crack this interview. I am hoping that this project will turn out to be a great opportunity!