I think it’s okay to feel bad and detest everything at some point in time. I feel lonely and feel that no one is around. Yeah maybe everyone is lonely in a certain way or the other. I try to be there for people when they need me, is it wrong to expect the same from them?
People who I consider my best friends may no more feel the same for me. But that’s okay too…
I should learn to fight my own battles, all alone too… If I am lonely, I should accept that and make that my strength. I should make that my way of life. I should stop seeking company, reassurances and acknowledgements all the time!
I should seek happiness in myself. I should give company to myself. I should do things for myself, which will make me happy. I need to learn more stuff in the coming days. Use every single day to learn something new.
I need to write more as it relieves the burden off me. I should start ignoring certain people, who affect me and bring out the negative person in me. I should not brood over certain things that people say and just let it go… I should take things as they come, do what I can.
There are always positive signs even amidst the darkest times. I need to look for them and keep moving forward.