This prompt brought forth the thoughts that I keep trying to push to the background. I’ve deep down in my heart believed that I’m on this earth to achieve something big. I know that “big” is a relative term. Since childhood, I always felt that I need to prove my capability to my parents by achieving something big, in their eyes. Sadly I don’t think I’ve done anything phenomenal till now. Something that would make a few people stand up and take notice of me.
> Every night, when I say a small prayer, before going to bed, I pray that I do better and achieve something significant. This significant goal that I am eternally pursuing may have been broken down to smaller ones and already conquered by me. But I fail to reflect on it. The prayer and the imagination of my existence on this earth hasn’t changed so far.
> I am also here to touch a few lives. A few genuine tears shed and few fond remembrances of me, when am on my way out of this earth is what I hope I’ll have earned in my days here.
> Sadhguru in one of his talks said, that having a baby is a 20 year old project. Take it up, only if you are committed to it. I’ve chosen to have a child, so I think I am on this earth to also give him a good upbringing and help him grow into an admirable individual. Not jumping in to solve all his problems or neglecting him completely. I am here to find the right balance and help him in the years to come.
In the eternal hope to find significance to my inconsequential existence.