Monday Blues

The weather of Bengaluru perfectly reflects how my mood has been for the past two weeks. Gloomy, dull and gray. I have set the bar for myself really high. When I don’t meet it, I am so disappointed. I am my own enemy, truly. The last couple of weeks, I’ve been attending interviews. Having no…

Musings of a confused mind

I am in a weird phase. It’s been close to two months, since I am back in office. Unfortunately I haven’t found a project yet. I am not one of the people who enjoys being work-less. Work keeps my mind off unwanted things. People keep telling me that it’s a blessing in disguise and how…

Talking to the old self

I was reading the posts on my old blog and read the first post I had written 8 years back. 8 years, is quite a long time. When I started off, I never thought I’d last so long. The blog, my writing and I as a person have evolved so much over time. My posts…

On and on… and on…

I know the reason for my unhappiness. It is because I always do things, thinking about others. About what they will tell, they will feel bad etc. Hence most times I end up doing stuff for people though I may not want to do it. I feel unhappy then. Since I do things for people,…

Ranting all the way…

I have been intending to write regularly and reach the 100th post milestone on my blog, since God knows when! Am still one short. I wonder why is it that I lose interest in everything so easily. I am yet to find that One thing, doing which will constantly keep me motivated and enthusiastic. I…